Sometimes you just want to cry...

Today I had a couple of time when I just wanted to cry.
My first test, Nutrition with no objective/study help, was much easier than I thought I might be. 
No tears there.
My local anesthesia test, the one that "you know it. its easy.", I apparently didn't "know it".
"If the pt's eye dilate, they get sweaty, and go pale what has happened to them?"
Everyone knows they just fainted- except for me.
You guys probably even know that!?
*almost tears*

My teacher reminded us of all the requirements we have and the time that we have to get them in and
*almost spilled tears*
I'm so behind.
Why does it take me 3 appointments what takes everyone else 2?
Why do I seem to not get any faster!?! Not to mention I have fill NONE of my other outside of specific number of pt requirement.
*almost tears*

I have no clue how to fix my clinic woes. None whatsoever. All I can do is pray.
*and maybe cry*

In this you rejoice, though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been grieved by various trials, so that the tested genuineness of your faith—more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by fire—may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ.